Obamacare

Really Supreme Court? REALLY?! I MEAN WTF?!?!?!?

You say it's unconstitutional but it's a tax so it's constitutional? WHAT ARE YOU EVEN THINKING?!?! HAVE YOU EVER EVER BEEN TO A HOSPITAL?! WHY DO YOU THINK I WORK MY ASS OFF?! I am an American who is going to work for what i deserve! PEOPLE THINK THEY ARE ENTITLED TO EVERYTHING BECAUSE THEY'RE AMERICAN! Well guess what people? YOU ARE NOT! UGH!!! I"m one of the less then 50% of people that pay taxes so you can sit on your rear and feel entitled because YOU ARE USING MY HARD EARNED CASH! SO PISSED!!

New Girl is Amazing

Ha yes i love New Girl. I'm not sure if you knew that yet, it's just such a fantastic show. I've come to realize that i do have guy friends like Schmidt, Nick and Winston. My guy friends and who they are. Good thing they don't read this or they might kill me.

Schmidt is hands down Aaron. Home maker, a little obsessive about things, and kind of a geek. PS don't use his towel or dirty his car. Oh wow this is kind of creepy.

Nick is definitely Gordon... i think. Probably the most normal, but him and i can make jokes and go off on tangents and it makes life silly. Nick is silly and he's obsessed with having a girlfriend just like Gordon. Wow life would be insane if all of these guy friends lived with me.

And last Ryan is definitely Winston. They both love sports, spend their life with sports and yes there we go. He wants to be a free spirit and he is, and he secretly has embarrassing things he does. It's so fantastic! It's so awesome! lol i can see him singing Defying Gravity on his way to Mexico.

Yup this is what i do on my nights off. Exciting right? lol well back to more NEW GIRL!!!

Oh Life is Awkward

I'm bored to be completely honest with you. My family is having home teachers over and here I am in a Singles Ward and I don't even know who my home teachers are :) YAY!

So tonight I'm having a friend come over and watch Sherlock Holmes: Game of Shadows because he has not seen it. For some odd reason I am so nervous. Here is why.

So this guy, I've known him for a while, but i wasn't ever really friends with him, my older sis who is really good friends with him has always been like "you'd love him! You guys have so much in common you'd get along, on you two are going to get married." and i'm like....

My parents love him to! My dad thinks he's just the most awesome kid, which he's so great, but what am i thinking it's only like tonight right? Just focus on tonight. Oh here's the story...

Saturday I went to a party with Aaron and he was there. I hardly talked to him, I mean I guess I was a bit of a flirt, but with another guy (who is so cute), but I did talk to him, the guy (I'm not dropping names). Left the party, then Sunday night he started chatting with me via Facebook. It was fun he's way sweet and then he asked me for my number. I saw it coming but yeah, for the past 2 days we've been texting non stop. It's kind of scary because of what my sister has always said. I mean i'm not expecting to marry him, but i feel a lot of pressure to have to get a long with him ya know? I'll give him a chance, i'm not that shallow... even though i turned down a guy last week... but anyways I just need to get that out. Oh life is awkward isn't it? Wish me luck tonight!

I'm no Hitch

For the past while people have been asking me for relationship advice.

 

Yeah i thought the same thing. I've never been in a relationship, I mean yes I have seen how relationships fail but heck when it comes to relationships there are no rules, the one rule is to be yourself, and your best self. Everyone is going to approach a relationship in a different way. Some people like forward, some people like not forward, some people take it slow, fast, I mean everyone is different. 

Oh why i brought this up? OK so last week my friend texted me till 2 in the morning wondering what to do about a guy, first of all she's like 5 years older then him and in the end he was the jerk that ended it. A random TOTALLY random stranger at a fireside handed me his phone and was like "is my girlfriend mad at me?" 

My friend in New Zealand wrote me a novel about a girl wondering what he should do about it. I can't even physically see the guy. 

How am I supposed to know? Then my buddies John and Josh were asking me all these questions about girls and what are good signs and what are bad signs and how they should approach the situation. I'm like guys this is so awkward. Especially when you'd like to date one of them and now they know "the signs"

Well i just had to rant. When it comes to relationships don't ask me. I've already failed at a relationship, never been in one and really not trying to look for one right now. 

Been a While

WOOOW! So much has happened. Emotional roller coasters. Bottom line Aaron has decided he's not sure how he feels about me, wants to remain friends and see where we go because he likes what we have and yeah. There's a lot more to the story, if you want to know more you can ask me because I'm honestly sick and tired of talking about it and analyzing it, and today was a good day because I didn't think about it AT ALL! Sure I talked to him but nothing amazing. I'm going to go out with other guys and drink lots of water, and focus on me, go with the flow.

In other news well there really isn't.

I can't wait to start at the U! It's like my dreams are coming true in a way. I've always wanted to go into news and media and this is like the first step. I want to work for ESPN, ahah i watched it for like 3 hours with Ryan yesterday.

Random: I want 5 Guys. Or a burger in general. I've been craving one since St George. It was fun for a while, but when the friends that you have there all like anime, you kind of feel left out. I mean there is NO WAY IN HELL i am going to like anime. I have been brought up my whole life to dislike it, and sure I'll watch it with them but the whole time i'm thinking "i could be watching something with more class, and talent". No offense but anime is pathetic. I could rant on and on and on about it! If you like it whatever you do what you do, but don't try to get me to like it because it just makes me hate it more.

Well it's time for bed. That's the update of my life. I need new friends, a new environment, and maybe a new hair cut. I need my bangs back.