TV Journalism

Oh my gosh TVJ is starting to catch up with me. Honestly i do love that class because i actually get to be a reporter and do what i want to do in the future. It's like a preview, except i'll have people with me that know how to use a camera. LOL I do a better job at camera work than the Newsbreak people. Oh how i love life... well actually not really. I still want pancakes. Pancakes and Breaking Bad. And someone who is normal.

 

 Yes this is completely normal. 

Oh my head kills. I don't wanna go into work. I need a breather day. Seriously i'm moving all day. School then straight to work, then homework, then trying to have time to hang out with people. I have no freedom. Well i guess i have a choice, but making right choices doesn't make sense now does it? Do we really have choices or were we just brought up in a way where people trained us to make certain choices, not really the choices we want.

 

I'm also in the market for a new car. yes this is my fault because i haven't done my duty in selling the Honda, the Chevy, or my piece of crap SHO. But tis life. I need someone who will take care of it for me lol i have way too much going on with friends, school, dating, it's just not panning out the way I want. I thought we were supposed to gain blessings after making a sacrifice, which i did. But everything is not going well.

LOL Saul. I can't wait for the spin off of Breaking Bad. 

I feel like i have to throw up. This might not end well. I need to lay down and figure out what's wrong with my body, and my head. Hopefully hanging out with friends tomorrow will help me out. Bonfire up in the canyon with Whitnie and her BF, and Jill. Plus it'll be fun seeing the battle of attention between Andrew and Alex. Yeah it's going to be a riot. Then after i get to hang out with Andrew and watch Star Wars, but he did fail yesterday after my car broke down and i texted him. The ex got back to me faster and made me feel better, then took the time to call me and ask me if i was ok. Man life sucks. 

Yesterday Sucked

Yesterday just sucked.

 

 I was in such a bad mood, and it started off that way because a girl in my TVJ class took my news story, i was so pissed! She didn't know what to tell about so i showed her a list of ideas i had, and i even had a big star next to the story i wanted to do! They asked her before me what she wanted to do and boom she said it. I was so pissed!!!! 

 

So i gave one of my ideas and she got a 2 minute bit, they gave me 30 seconds. UGH that hoe. Anyway rest of school was alright, even ran into my buddy Ryan Orton who i have missed. It really was the only thing that went well yesterday. It was a wonderful embrace. I miss that kid. 

 

Well he talked to me for too long lol so i was late for work. not to mention i didn't grab a lunch cause i woke up late so i had to stop my Wendys and people had to get their value fries. I got my salad. I am not anorexic.   

 

Work was annoying only because my boss feels like she has to be my friend when i really don't want her too. It's just annoying. There wasn't anyone to talk to and i just sat there and festerd in my anger.  I wanted to punch someone. Well got out of there at 6, drove home and threw off my work clothes and laid in bed till Institute. Woke up and saw what was for dinner. Hamburger soup, which i love and i couldn't wait to get home and have some after institute. 

Now don't get me wrong i love insttute. I just hate the classes that are over packed and all the kids in the back are snickering and talking. Not to mention i was just angry in the first place and i wanted to turn to them and say "HEY I'M HERE TO FEEL THE SPIRIT NOT LISTEN TO YOUR ESCAPADES OF SKIING AND HOW INTERESTING YOU ARE IN THE GIRL NEXT TO ME!"

Ugh after driving my crap car home, almost hit like 4 things because the dang power steering sucks balls. 

Got home and there wasn't any parking because Josh and Maren just have to drive separate and take up my parking spaces, and my car was already having problems with turning. Got inside knowing i could finally eat something. Went to the pot and found like half a cup of soup in there. I knew who the cow was. I was mad. I just stormed downstairs and started doing homework holding back tears. The ex and the only person i feel really cares about how i feels called and let me vent. Poor kid, he doesn't have to do that anymore, he's just a REAL friend who doesn't have to love me, but still does. 

Anyway there's my bad day yesterday.