Valentines

Yeah it was awesome. It's insane how much that boy loves me. I mean I love him too, it's just a whole thing for me having a guy that'll spend so much money on me, and pamper me. Josh was for away so i'm not used to him being here all the time.

BUT I LOVE IT!!! I love having Andrew here and he's so amazing, smart and funny

OK fine i will.

But i'm a helpless romantic and i never could have imagined what he did for me Friday night. Anyway he got me a little late but he told me to dress up nice. I looked as best as i could but of course he's Andrew and looks good in anything. Showed up at my house with a dozen roses and i just died.

I've never gotten flowers from a guy True story. He knew it, but still it was so flattering. Anyway we went back to his house and he had set up a candle light dinner. He had made appetizers and had Michael Buble playing (that i actually put on later lol)  He had a letter for me and a gift sittin by my plate. We sat down and i pretty much rambled on but every time I looked up... OK i shouldn't be too sappy. 

But the gift was a locket and he had put a picture of both of us in it. There's meaning behind that but i feel absolutely ridiculous talking about it. It's so sappy but so wonderful at the same time. I was speechless after i saw the locket and read the note that went with it. Then after dinner he danced with me and i didn't expect that from him. 

After that we watched The Artist and well i couldn't stop smiling for about 48 hours. Still wearing the necklace and keeping a smile on my face. Yeah I'm head over heels for that boy!

feeling blessed

I don't really get to brag about how awesome of a life i have. I mean yeah it has it's rough times and i worry and get a bit of an anxiety attack but really my life right now is where i need to be at. 

Tonight Andrew and i were watching Sherlock and we just started talking because we were going over things we might find annoying about each other, and really the things i find annoying or things that bothered me about Andrew were things when we started dating, now he's just the most amazing guy i've ever met, and i still don't understand why Heavenly Father is letting me date him. There is so much i could write about him, but i don't want to bore any of you. 

I'm in school, i'm at a University working on a degree where i can do what i love! This semester i get to cover Comic Con i mean how cool is that?! I nerd fest where i belong and getting to write about it! 

Training for the half marathon is a pain, really running 7-13 miles a day is pretty hard, but i feel so good after i exercise! i did only 7 today but i'm able to run! Because of my hard work at losing weight and being healthy, i have the endurance to run and to do push ups, sit ups, i feel great! 

I really do have incredible friends. I take them for granted for sure, but they are there for me through thick and thin. I know if i need to cry and have some girl time and eat junk food time i can call Kim. If i need someone to work out with and hate men with i have Whitnie. Jen even though she's married texts me everyday just to make sure i'm eating correctly and pushes me to work harder and run harder. Aaron is an idiot but he's a very reasonable guy who listens and will play hours of brawl wil me. 

Most of all i have a temple recommend. Now i know the temple here in Salt Lake is closed till Presidents Day, but i am a member of a religion that helps me recognize these blessings in my life. I get to be sealed with my family forever, and my future sweetheart which will most likely be Andrew. It makes me a better person and i can help build up people around me. Say what you want about the LDS church, but it only does good. 

Anyway it's 1 in the morning and i just wanted to share this.