feeling blessed

I don't really get to brag about how awesome of a life i have. I mean yeah it has it's rough times and i worry and get a bit of an anxiety attack but really my life right now is where i need to be at. 

Tonight Andrew and i were watching Sherlock and we just started talking because we were going over things we might find annoying about each other, and really the things i find annoying or things that bothered me about Andrew were things when we started dating, now he's just the most amazing guy i've ever met, and i still don't understand why Heavenly Father is letting me date him. There is so much i could write about him, but i don't want to bore any of you. 

I'm in school, i'm at a University working on a degree where i can do what i love! This semester i get to cover Comic Con i mean how cool is that?! I nerd fest where i belong and getting to write about it! 

Training for the half marathon is a pain, really running 7-13 miles a day is pretty hard, but i feel so good after i exercise! i did only 7 today but i'm able to run! Because of my hard work at losing weight and being healthy, i have the endurance to run and to do push ups, sit ups, i feel great! 

I really do have incredible friends. I take them for granted for sure, but they are there for me through thick and thin. I know if i need to cry and have some girl time and eat junk food time i can call Kim. If i need someone to work out with and hate men with i have Whitnie. Jen even though she's married texts me everyday just to make sure i'm eating correctly and pushes me to work harder and run harder. Aaron is an idiot but he's a very reasonable guy who listens and will play hours of brawl wil me. 

Most of all i have a temple recommend. Now i know the temple here in Salt Lake is closed till Presidents Day, but i am a member of a religion that helps me recognize these blessings in my life. I get to be sealed with my family forever, and my future sweetheart which will most likely be Andrew. It makes me a better person and i can help build up people around me. Say what you want about the LDS church, but it only does good. 

Anyway it's 1 in the morning and i just wanted to share this. 

I'm no Hitch

For the past while people have been asking me for relationship advice.

 

Yeah i thought the same thing. I've never been in a relationship, I mean yes I have seen how relationships fail but heck when it comes to relationships there are no rules, the one rule is to be yourself, and your best self. Everyone is going to approach a relationship in a different way. Some people like forward, some people like not forward, some people take it slow, fast, I mean everyone is different. 

Oh why i brought this up? OK so last week my friend texted me till 2 in the morning wondering what to do about a guy, first of all she's like 5 years older then him and in the end he was the jerk that ended it. A random TOTALLY random stranger at a fireside handed me his phone and was like "is my girlfriend mad at me?" 

My friend in New Zealand wrote me a novel about a girl wondering what he should do about it. I can't even physically see the guy. 

How am I supposed to know? Then my buddies John and Josh were asking me all these questions about girls and what are good signs and what are bad signs and how they should approach the situation. I'm like guys this is so awkward. Especially when you'd like to date one of them and now they know "the signs"

Well i just had to rant. When it comes to relationships don't ask me. I've already failed at a relationship, never been in one and really not trying to look for one right now.