Another Day at the U

Well school starts again, probably a good thing to get my mind off Josh. Ugh these few weeks have been hard, even though we still talk, it's still hurts to know he's not mine and i have to move on and so does he.

 

So far my classes seem like hell, but more like a dark pit of stress. I have to have stories every week , while writing stories, filming them, and being an anchor for my class, oh and a producer, director and learn the technological side of news. Just a lot to take in. Then again I'm going to be a senior soon so i should assume my classes are going to be sucky, and a lot of hard work. TV Journalism sounds the hardest, but i think i'm going to really understand what i want to do with my future with that class. 

 

In other news i decided to try Tinder, this weird dating app where I have talked to a guy who straight up said "If we hang out we should make out." 

 

And another wanted to see me in my sexy underwear... that i apparently have. Don't worry he's been blocked.

 

And the rest are all from the Y. Which honestly i'm not interested in dating anyone right now, I just need a self esteem booster, and knowing some guys out there think I'm cute. So far about 40 guys have liked me, which is nice. Well back to school. Peace OUT!

 

Nothin's Gonna Change My World

Man I know I just had my heart broken, and crushed into the mud, then run over, then a dog pissed on it, then a dirty drunk came and spat tobacco on it. So now all my friends are trying to set me up, which I'm glad they want to help out, but with my luck with guys this year, I really don't want to worry about that. I like just kickin it back and thinking of myself for a change and what I want. I don't hate boys, well I kind of do, I just want to be myself for a change.

Which is probably why I love The Beatles. I loved them in junior high, and still to this day they are my most favorite!!! They just remind me to take life as it comes, and roll with the punches. I know it's cheesy but their music has this freedom sound to it, not like American freedom haha, but this feeling of being yourself and being ok with it.

So yeah i appreciate the jester of wanting to set me up with cute guys, but I'm sick of getting my heartbroken. Things were easier when i was 30 lbs heavier, didn't wear make up, and walked around in basketball shorts and an oversized t-shirt, and listened to Beatles music 24/7.

Which is why exactly right now I'm watching Across the Universe and freakin enjoying being single, and waiting for my Jude to come and be my best friend forever lol! Maybe that's just what I need. That feeling of having a best friend. I had that with Mark, but when you break up... yeah that shit is gone. I wish we never became a couple and just remained close friends. Man I'm an idiot.

Not Going To School... Yet

Yes I am cool and not going to school. Actually I'm not gonna lie, I'm quite jealous of all my friends for going to school. Good thing I have institute, once a week, for an hour and a half. That is my social life, and then the little doo dads with the singles ward, then sometimes dates with Mark, and Gordon dragging me to random things. I need to hang out with girls, no i really do. The people I hang out with in the singles ward are guys, and you already know who they are.

I could go on about that, but i think I'm just going to keep my boy thoughts to myself for this blog. Save ya'll the pain, and I'm pretty sure I can imagine what you're thinking.

SO SINCE I'm not going to school, i will be focusing my life on Jesus. Yes I mean i already do, but I'm going to be going the whole 9 yards like every Mormon girl should. Read my scriptures, journal writing, institute attending, temple attending, praying, and i'm sure i can think of more. But it's been working, focusing on more important things has made life seem more easier. I do love my church, in fact today a friend in California was asking questions about the Book of Mormon, missionary moment, it was awesome.

PS haha ugly crier from New Girl. I just love this show. I have mentioned it?

Good, or GREAT?

This weekend could be totally awesome, or fail epically? You know why? Because sometimes I can be a pessimist. You see here's the thing....

So it has been a nice weekend, on the beach at  Bear Lake, wave running, watching movies, eating MnM's and being as lazy as possible. It was great to relax even though tomorrow I have to go to work which....

But this weekend begins basically tomorrow after work. Aaron and I will be demolishing the pig FINALLY oh my gosh that thing is retarded. Friday I'm hanging out with a friend, which I'm going to call it date because he's making it sound like a date even though he clearly said  we were hanging out. Then Saturday I'm seeing...

YES I AM

Then going to a toga party at a friends house while all this weekend I'm house sitting. SO should be fun... in a way.... Get a house to myself and sleep in a HUGE bed and watch all the New Girl I freakin want! "Uno bitches" lol

New Girl is Amazing

Ha yes i love New Girl. I'm not sure if you knew that yet, it's just such a fantastic show. I've come to realize that i do have guy friends like Schmidt, Nick and Winston. My guy friends and who they are. Good thing they don't read this or they might kill me.

Schmidt is hands down Aaron. Home maker, a little obsessive about things, and kind of a geek. PS don't use his towel or dirty his car. Oh wow this is kind of creepy.

Nick is definitely Gordon... i think. Probably the most normal, but him and i can make jokes and go off on tangents and it makes life silly. Nick is silly and he's obsessed with having a girlfriend just like Gordon. Wow life would be insane if all of these guy friends lived with me.

And last Ryan is definitely Winston. They both love sports, spend their life with sports and yes there we go. He wants to be a free spirit and he is, and he secretly has embarrassing things he does. It's so fantastic! It's so awesome! lol i can see him singing Defying Gravity on his way to Mexico.

Yup this is what i do on my nights off. Exciting right? lol well back to more NEW GIRL!!!