Valentines

Yeah it was awesome. It's insane how much that boy loves me. I mean I love him too, it's just a whole thing for me having a guy that'll spend so much money on me, and pamper me. Josh was for away so i'm not used to him being here all the time.

BUT I LOVE IT!!! I love having Andrew here and he's so amazing, smart and funny

OK fine i will.

But i'm a helpless romantic and i never could have imagined what he did for me Friday night. Anyway he got me a little late but he told me to dress up nice. I looked as best as i could but of course he's Andrew and looks good in anything. Showed up at my house with a dozen roses and i just died.

I've never gotten flowers from a guy True story. He knew it, but still it was so flattering. Anyway we went back to his house and he had set up a candle light dinner. He had made appetizers and had Michael Buble playing (that i actually put on later lol)  He had a letter for me and a gift sittin by my plate. We sat down and i pretty much rambled on but every time I looked up... OK i shouldn't be too sappy. 

But the gift was a locket and he had put a picture of both of us in it. There's meaning behind that but i feel absolutely ridiculous talking about it. It's so sappy but so wonderful at the same time. I was speechless after i saw the locket and read the note that went with it. Then after dinner he danced with me and i didn't expect that from him. 

After that we watched The Artist and well i couldn't stop smiling for about 48 hours. Still wearing the necklace and keeping a smile on my face. Yeah I'm head over heels for that boy!

feeling blessed

I don't really get to brag about how awesome of a life i have. I mean yeah it has it's rough times and i worry and get a bit of an anxiety attack but really my life right now is where i need to be at. 

Tonight Andrew and i were watching Sherlock and we just started talking because we were going over things we might find annoying about each other, and really the things i find annoying or things that bothered me about Andrew were things when we started dating, now he's just the most amazing guy i've ever met, and i still don't understand why Heavenly Father is letting me date him. There is so much i could write about him, but i don't want to bore any of you. 

I'm in school, i'm at a University working on a degree where i can do what i love! This semester i get to cover Comic Con i mean how cool is that?! I nerd fest where i belong and getting to write about it! 

Training for the half marathon is a pain, really running 7-13 miles a day is pretty hard, but i feel so good after i exercise! i did only 7 today but i'm able to run! Because of my hard work at losing weight and being healthy, i have the endurance to run and to do push ups, sit ups, i feel great! 

I really do have incredible friends. I take them for granted for sure, but they are there for me through thick and thin. I know if i need to cry and have some girl time and eat junk food time i can call Kim. If i need someone to work out with and hate men with i have Whitnie. Jen even though she's married texts me everyday just to make sure i'm eating correctly and pushes me to work harder and run harder. Aaron is an idiot but he's a very reasonable guy who listens and will play hours of brawl wil me. 

Most of all i have a temple recommend. Now i know the temple here in Salt Lake is closed till Presidents Day, but i am a member of a religion that helps me recognize these blessings in my life. I get to be sealed with my family forever, and my future sweetheart which will most likely be Andrew. It makes me a better person and i can help build up people around me. Say what you want about the LDS church, but it only does good. 

Anyway it's 1 in the morning and i just wanted to share this. 

Just Waiting

Really, i'm just waiting for my mom to come watch Downton Abbey. I dunno what it is with this show but i just have to know what's going on. Oh and Sherlock, which i'm the only fan of in my house so unless i can snatch the TV  before the others i won't be able to watch it. 

School this semester is a breeze.... so far. Only three classes which one is online, and the others only require homework twice a week. It's not bad at all.. 

And i still get alone time with Andrew. Craziness that we've been dating for four months. It's crazy to me honestly.

Not that it's like "Oh my gosh it's been forever"

But the fact that we spend every day with each other. Except today because he had a missionary thing. Which makes me sad because I had to stay at home for FHE and he went abroad. But i get to see him anyway tomorrow. 

Well i just ate two huge cupcakes and the running and P90x i did today were just totally canceled out. Dang my love of sugar!!!

The Best and Worst of 2014

This year has been insane honestly! So much changed in my life in a matter of 365 days! But a lot of good and bad things happened like when I got eaten by a shark or when pacman gave me his favorite pillow pet. - Andrew wrote all of that! well... the funny part.

THE BAD

1. Horrible break up - guy wasn't very classy about it, lets move on. 

2. Fender bender, out 700 dollars. UGH!

3. Failing German - lets not touch that. 

4. Finding interviews - the only hard part of last semester. 

5. The Jazz doing horribly this year. Kevin O'connor, can you learn how to find draft picks? 

6. Car repairs - pretty sure i spent 1000 dollars again on Oz. 

7. Not getting the job at Chase. 

8. Not being able to get the job that pays 16 dollars an hour. Dang school. 

9. Paying for school!

10. Baking cakes for everyone and work and not getting one!!!!!!

THE GOOD

Oh man the good! 

well now that i wrote about the bad it's kind of hard to think of the good lol

1. Two months after breaking up with him a life long friend decided he wanted me to be his. And boy has this three and a half months been awesome! So Andrew is the best thing that happened in 2013!

2. In August I got my first nephew :) He's so cute and i don't even know how Rachel can not hug and kiss him all the time. Oh little Kolby!

3. The premiere of The Hobbit with Kimi was hilarious. Oh man running into the po po and laughing till we cried was so fantastic!

4. Going to St George with Andrew and meeting his adorable family was so much fun as well! A week being able to stay up all hours of the night with your best friend, oh yes!

5. Being on Newsbreak was a lot of fun to! Being able to do what i want to do in the future and get hands on experience was so much fun! 

6. The oh so many hikes i went on with "the crew" and with my gurl Whitnie! 

7. Starting p90x lol yeah this is a highlight. It's what i wake up to everyday.

8. MICHAEL BUBLE! OH MY GOSH HOW COULD I FORGET! He pointed at me, AT ME! 

9. One of my best friends got married :) I loved being her maid of honor! Connor you are one lucky dude!

10. Of course began my life as a University of Utah student! How my life became that much more complicated. 

Well that's it. Hope you made the list ;) 

Spring Break why?!

Christmas was pretty awesome this year. Well actually it didn't feel like Christmas at all. 

First of all we had Christmas Eve on the 23rd.....

Not a whole lot of logic there. And on the actual Christmas Eve it was just like any other night, except mom and dad were wrapping presents and... well that's about it. I even ran 8 miles because i was that bored. 

Christmas day was better then i had planned, because Heather was still at home in the morning so we could open our gifts. Then everyone else came later. But there still wasn't a time when we were all together which really made it suck. But overall i wasn't unhappy, i of course missed Andrew, but not that he's back i've never been happier!

Why i mention Spring Break? Because Andrew for the past month has kept it a secret what he was getting me, all i knew was that it was a trip during Spring Break. Spent days trying to figure out where. It had to be somewhere where we weren't alone, so that would make it either St George, Canada or Colorado. I was playing Sherlock Holmes

But he was doing a very convincing job of telling me he had enough skymiles to go somewhere and he told me it was out of the state. St George was still ruled in because we could easily drive down to Arizona. But St George just isn't as cool. 

California is too expensive, and Canada is also. 

Anyway the Sunday before Christmas, because he was leaving to St George to be with his family, he came over and we exchanged gifts. I knew my gift was going to suck because well i'm terrible at gift giving. Then he gave me mine. The moment of TRUTH!

*drum roll*

WE'RE GOING TO COLORADO TO STAY WITH HIS DAD IN HIS HUGE HOUSE! Not sure of everything we are going to do in Denver but i'm just SO SO SO excited!!!

Almost Time To Relax

Just two and a half weeks left of school. A couple of interviews tomorrow and i'll basically be done! 

These last few weeks have been crazy honestly. I'm not sure how take it all in, what to think of all of it. I feel like after this semester i just kind of have fluff classes, not real interview classes like i do with TV Journalism and Intermediate News Writing. 

Alas i am glad that i will be done and be able to relax and be a better friend and girlfriend. I'm not so used to having time, and i'm sure when next semester comes i will be so confused and not know what to do with myself. 

I feel like Peter from Narnia right now. The scene where Peter is talking to Aslan and they're looking at Cair Paravel. 

Aslan: That is Cair Paravel, castle of the four thrones. In one of which you will sit as high king. You doubt the prophecy. 

Peter: No that's just it. I'm not who you think I am. 

Aslan: Peter Pevensie formally of Finchley. Beaver also mentioned that you planned on tuning him into a hat. Peter, there is a deep magic more powerful than any of us. It defines right and wrong. It over sees all of our destinies, yours and mine. 

Basically what's going through my head is what the heck is going to happen next year? I never in a million years thought i'd be where i am, and knowing what i know right now 8 months ago. Not that the future scares me, i like where i am. I just feel like I've had to lose a lot to gain a lot and i don't like it very much. 

But soon that will all change once i get school over with... hopefully. Back to homework. Then two interviews tomorrow. 

Late Night Blog

Because Heather decided to use the bathroom and i need to use it before bed, i am now going to write a blog.... when i should probably be working on HW but you know whatever. 

So there's basically 3.5 weeks left of school. HOLY SACRED HINDI ANIMAL!!!

I am so exausted and am ready for a break where i can exercise and not worry about homework... till January 6th, and hang out with Andrew.... untill he's in St George then he'll come up here and yeah. But anyway it's the best news ever and feeling! I don't care i know i have A's in two classes and my news writing class is a B- but just as long as i pass that class i really don't care. 

Well this was a short blog, but with a 7:30 class it is time for bed. So i should say goodnight but I'll probably end up watching YouTube videos till i just can't take it anymore. 

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